mother effer

Worst fear confirmed. I am not interesting.  I might go as far as to say that I am boring.  I'm almost ok with that though, because I think everyone is actually very boring we just assign interest to those who are doing stupid things and dangerous things.  Which is stupid.


"Why are you sad?"
"hmm?"
"Because you put on the headband and it didn't work?"
"..."

You condescending asshole. thanks.

LIFE SUCKS. FUCK THE WORLD. FUCK EVERYTHING.  FUCK EVERYONE. FUCK SOCIETY. FUCK LOVE. FUCK RELATIONSHIPS. FUCK BEING NORMAL. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Falling off the wagon already

I'm looking for love in all the wrong places, but

Ain’t that the reason you’re at this bar?

If I meet you, nameless, there, does virtuality really make a difference?

We are both anonymous.

But maybe I needed to see your face, because when I did, it gave me hope.

Dear S, You have no interest in me,and why would you? How foolish. We hardly know eachother. Yes, your sister was my friend in high school, and your best friend is my best friend's brother, but that's not kismet amour, that just means I will see you a lot. I faced reality, there's nothing for us here. You're either too young or I'm too dull, but in both situations I'm not seeing anything like a spark in our future. It's time for me to stop writing bad screenplays. Sorry for wasting your texts. Let's just stay friendly acquaintances, yeah? It's worked for the past 5 years. Platonic love and apologies, M